✼　 ҉ 　April 2025　 ҉　 ✼

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1

me and Maxim unwittingly wore matching Costco sweatpants and boxers to dance class

2

meltdown over several extremely minor inconveniences. when I learn emotional regulation it's over for everyone

3

beautiful day. passed my full license driving exam, got a delectable egg salad, the sun was shining, work was easy, everything is great forever now.

"you know what would be nice tomorrow night... [specific bubble tea shop that owns our asses]"
"I was literally going to surprise you with that tomorrow on the way home. like I have it written down. I never win."

4

I am not immune to the blooming cherry blossoms & magnolias

5

extremely strange and unwell all day for no reason. didn't do anything I wanted to get done except read.

6

dance performance and the long awaited poke dinner. everyone treated me as some sort of poke expert because I'm on the poke bar's mailing list.

7

another spaghetti monday

8

called Cindy "bitch," in conversation which was so out of character for our dynamic that it legitimately knocked her to the floor. which is apt because six months ago she called me "bitch," in converstaion and I was also knocked to the floor about it

9

spent an hour making a packing list while at work and then still took two hours to pack when I got home.

10

had to wake up at 4am but it's all worth it to ride my dearest train!!!

visited Isabelle & Lily & Kai for a self-imposed long weekend. immediately faced with The Burgerville Incident which left us walking home with double the amount of food that we intended to order.

11

thorough notetaking during our Sing 1 and Sing 2 rewatch for future Buster Moon AMV purposes.

12

clothing giveaway raid.

inexplicable Katy Perry medley at the lesbian club that didn't even culminate with "I Kissed A Girl"

saying first names and last names with Isabelle.

13

Sing: Live, a children's play in a church basement. the silences were deafening. it was my favourite play ever.

mango sago & jingle jangle & movie night

14

everyone chastised me for wanting to get to the train station two hours early. this trip was so much fun and I wish very deeply that the distance between us was lesser but it's so worth the journey nonetheless.

motion sickness on the train. no clam chowder again.

15

staring at my reflection at dance with disappointment-tinged fascination

16

the pharmacist giving Dasha her tetanus shot clocked us as partners when we didn't even do anything

17

student fainted at work and I was like "what would the cast of The Pitt do"

18

spent all day photographing every single public-facing item of clothing I own to put into an app so I can pre-plan outfits and assign them weeks in advance to each day so I don't have to think about my wardrobe the night before or morning of anymore. because I'm normal.

19

lost our grocery bag on the way to the store and then found it in the middle of the sidewalk on the way home

20

kokoshnik glue inhalation high

21

flashback to childhood guilt of being put in charge of selling orchestra cassette tapes at age 7 at a bazaar and failing to make any sales.

22

beautiful morning. shining Spring sun, coffee with Dasha, everyone at the Music Store was in a good mood, got to work feeling rested after the long weekend. then I spilled three quarters of my iced coffee all over the carpet under my desk.

23

trying to read again

24

desperate last minute music practice with Kira

25

I don't understand my lack of ability to just get up and do things!!! well it's the office but. still.

26

the guy at the weed store gave me the staff discount #winning

took my headphones off out of respect when I realized they were playing Pink Pony Club in the convenience store

27

belated Easter dinner. underwhelming private gossip session.

"maybe next year I need to add more butter?"
"maybe next year you need to just not make it"

28

falling asleep in the morning while trying to read, sent me into intense sleep paralysis

29

extremely tense high stress day all around for such a range of reasons person to person

30

no sleep. cranky. off-kilter. for some reason I keep internally repeating "mr stark i don't feel so good" despite my lack of shits given about Marvel.